“IF I MANAGE TO AWAKEN THESE WOMEN’S SENSE OF THEIR RIGHTS, WOULD THEY DRAW FURTHER BACK WHEN THEY REALIZE THEY CANNOT EXERCISE THOSE RIGHTS?”

Diagnosed with cerebral palsy at an early age, Peng Yujiao has worked for eight years in the disability sector and co-founded the Beijing Enable Sister Center (BEST), the first feminist disability organization in China.She considers herself “first of all a feminist.”

Peng’s engagement in women’s rights activism dates back to her university years, when she was exposed to a broad range of feminist events.At the same time, she discovered the absence of disability voices in such activist circles.To address the gap, Peng first took part in starting a clandestine feminist book club at university for disabled women.Several members would regularly gather to read feminist literature, and question mainstream ideas of gender and disability.

The seeds of feminism, disability rights, and a rebellious spirit mixed together and budded to form BEST in 2017.Like the book club, BEST was founded by five feminists from various backgrounds, living with disabilities and interested in sociology and social work.Only this time it is not clandestine.

BEST tasks itself with being vocal on behalf of silenced disabled women and girls.They support those suffering from violence and discrimination through prevention workshops, counseling and referral services, and employability training.They aim to build the leadership skills of young disabled women,and conduct research on the living conditions of disabled women in China, including those in rural and underprivileged areas.

However, the organization’s outspoken stance created barriers for their operations.Anyone who has ever heard Peng’s passionate speeches about human rights might be surprised by her pragmatism.

The founders of BEST had tried to register it as an NGO with the China Disabled Persons’Federation and the All-China Women’s Federation, but each body unhelpfully said a disabled women’s organization should be the business of the other.Instead,BEST is registered as a social work agency and is often hired by the government to provide services.These include organizing public movie screenings for elderly people, community-level disability case management, and planning community events.It was only a facade, but a compromise Peng is willing to make in order to operate.

“The government approaches disability issues primarily from poverty and rehabilitation angles,”explained Peng, arguing there is currently the belief that disabled women need to be protected or cured.There is “a lack of a human rights perspective” recognizing disabled people’s autonomy and equal right to participate in society.

Peng believes that genuine feminism tolerates every cause, voice, and need.At a screening organized by BEST of a documentary on disabled women’s desire and options for motherhood, one able-bodied young woman questioned whether the event was “feminist.” It appeared to her that to speak to women about motherhood only reinforces the idea that women have natural responsibility to give birth.

Peng sees it differently.For her, having children voluntarily is exactly the way to break the stereotypes of disabled women as asexual and nonproductive.Able-bodied women might think it was not “feminist enough,” but what is?“Feminism is about rebellion after all,”she says.

Nonetheless this strong-minded feminist admits occasional frustration.“I sometimes wonder, if I did awaken these women’s sense of their rights,would they draw further back when they realize they cannot exercise those rights, and there’s nothing they can do to change it?” For the moment, she is focused on using her limited power to help those who want to be helped.

Peng is frank about her visions for the organization and for disabled women.“I don’t wish for BEST to grow larger.What I wish is for more organizations like BEST across China,” she says.“Mainly I hope women with disabilities in China could have more agency.We can do more than just wait to be ‘fed’ by charity.”