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李銀河說(shuō)：“小波真是幸運(yùn)，斯人已去，卻留下這些文字，令我們哭，令我們笑，令我們沉思，令我們反省。他的文學(xué)成就還是讓文學(xué)史家去評(píng)論吧，我看重的只是他給我?guī)?lái)的當(dāng)下的快樂(lè)。”

⒈ I have now got accustomed①to something, every other two or three days, I would tell you what I wouldn't want to impart②to anyone else. Of course I do have something more yet to tell you, but as long as I have brought them to you, I would be happy to walk away, free from all that is on my mind.

⒉I am now a good man with conscience. You are my conscience.

⒊ Deep down there are times that I could be cynical③and arrogant④toward people. But there's a core of my soul,delicate⑤as a lamb, fears all the darkness of the world. The only solace⑥I can find is through a love which is purely unconditional⑦. To me, you are part of the core.

⒋I am in love with you, since the moment I caught sight of you. My love to you casts aside⑧all my self-seeking thoughts.

⒌I will cry if you are into someone else, even so I will still have a crush on you.

⒍So if you please, be in love, with me.

⒎You don't really have to love me, but I love you. It's destined.

⒈我現(xiàn)在已經(jīng)養(yǎng)成了一種習(xí)慣，就是每二三天要找你說(shuō)幾句不想對(duì)別人說(shuō)的話(huà)。當(dāng)然還有更多的話(huà)沒(méi)有說(shuō)出口來(lái)，但是只要我把它帶到了你面前，我走開(kāi)的時(shí)候自己就滿(mǎn)意了，這些念頭就不會(huì)再折磨我了。

⒉我現(xiàn)在不壞了，我有了良心。我的良心就是你。

⒊我的靈魂里有很多地方玩世不恭，對(duì)人傲慢無(wú)禮，但是它有一個(gè)核心，這個(gè)核心害怕黑暗，柔弱得像綿羊一樣。只有頂平等的友愛(ài)才能使他得到安慰。你對(duì)我是屬于這個(gè)核心的。

⒋我是愛(ài)你的，看見(jiàn)就愛(ài)上了。我愛(ài)你愛(ài)到不自私的地步。

⒌你要是喜歡別人我會(huì)哭，但是還是喜歡你。

⒍假如你愿意，你就戀愛(ài)吧，愛(ài)我。

⒎不一定要你愛(ài)我，但是我愛(ài)你，這是我的命運(yùn)。

① accustomed 英 [?'k?st?md] 美 [?'k?st?md]

adj. 習(xí)慣的；通常的；獨(dú)有的v. 使習(xí)慣于（accustom的過(guò)去分詞）②impart英 [?m'pɑ?t] 美 [?m'pɑrt] vt. 給予（尤指抽象事物），傳授；告知，透露

③ cynical英 ['s?n?k(?)l] 美 ['s?n?kl] adj. 憤世嫉俗的；冷嘲的④ arrogant英 ['?r?g(?)nt] 美 ['?r?ɡ?nt] adj. 自大的，傲慢的⑤ delicate 英 ['del?k?t] 美 [?d?l?k?t]

adj. 微妙的；精美的，雅致的；柔和的；易碎的；纖弱的；清淡可口的

⑥solace英 ['s?l?s] n. 安慰；慰藉；安慰之物vt. 安慰；撫慰；使快樂(lè)

⑦ unconditional英 [?nk?n'd??(?)n(?)l] 美 [,?nk?n'd???nl]adj. 無(wú)條件的；絕對(duì)的；無(wú)限制的

⑧cast aside拋棄；廢除