May17th， 2002. Friday，rainy

There are only forty days before the college entrance examination，and now I have finally realized how fast time flies. I regret that I have wasted a lot of precious time before. Anyway， forty days are not a short period of time. If I make good use of the twenty days， I'm sure I can make great progress.

I have already made some achievements. My English and Chinese have been greatlyimproved.Butmathisstill a headache to me. Because I' ve spent most of the time on English and Chinese， my math is getting worse and worse， which worries me most.So，I have made my mind that I must spend more time on math. At the same time， I will go on paying attention to other subjects and make them grow continuously.

If I don' t study hard now， when should I study hard? I have been studying for more than ten years， and isn't all of that just for the exciting moment——the college entrance examination? Now， the destination is nearer and nearer.If I study harder， I will be able to catch up with oth-ers. In order to succeed， I must treat my self more strictly and severely. This is the most important period of time for me， so I can't give up at any moment. I must insist on studying harder and harder， until the last moment.

Studying is a tough work， actually. But， if you put your heart in it， you will realize how sweet it is.I believe that the one who laughs in the end is the real winner.

2002年5月17日 星期五 雨

在距離高考還有40多天的時(shí)候，自己心里突然涌出一種異樣的感覺，覺得時(shí)間過得太快，為自己沒能抓緊過去的時(shí)間而后悔。不過，還有40天時(shí)間，如果好好利用一下，對(duì)學(xué)習(xí)進(jìn)一步提高還是會(huì)有很大幫助的。

過去的努力，我還是取得了一些成績(jī)的，例如我的英語、語文正在大幅度提高，距離自己設(shè)定的目標(biāo)已經(jīng)很接近了。但同時(shí)另一個(gè)比較痛苦的副產(chǎn)品是，數(shù)學(xué)本來是達(dá)到目標(biāo)的，但由于我的精力過多地用在英語、語文上，使得數(shù)學(xué)成績(jī)明顯出現(xiàn)了滑坡。這真讓我痛心，讓我著急，因此我決定在后20天的時(shí)間里，要將數(shù)學(xué)補(bǔ)上來，而其他各科也要穩(wěn)扎穩(wěn)打，繼續(xù)提高。

現(xiàn)在不努力，何時(shí)努力，十幾年的學(xué)習(xí)，不就是為了高考嗎?現(xiàn)在，目標(biāo)越來越近了，我更要快馬加鞭，迎頭趕上。自己已經(jīng)按計(jì)劃進(jìn)行得差不多了，只需稍改計(jì)劃，再加努力，就會(huì)達(dá)到成功彼岸。為了到達(dá)這成功的彼岸，我要繼續(xù)加強(qiáng)自我監(jiān)督，在這最后關(guān)頭里，不要輕言放棄，而是要咬緊牙關(guān)堅(jiān)持到最后。

末了，送一句小詩給自己，作為自勉“十年寒窗無須問，一股暗香撲鼻來?！蔽蚁嘈牛赫l笑到最后，誰就笑得最好!