April 8th， 2002. Monday， fine

In the novelThe Diary of Maniac， there are one word that I can't forget forever， that is， \"man-eater\". It reminds me of the cruel society， the indifferent eyes， the sharp teeth and the monstrous face， which are so scaring. The author showed us such a morbid and abnormal society in a vivid and witty touch. The cruel feudal system， which was once overwhelming， oppressed people both physically and mentally.But at the same time， it aroused the dormant people to fight against it. In fact， as I was appreciating Mr. Lu Xun's excel lent style of writing， I felt quite lucky that I wasn't born in that cruel society.

Whenever I read such books that are similar to Mr. Lu Xun's The Diary of Ma- niac， I feel indignant， sorrowful and fortunate. But most of the time， I feel a kind of responsibility.It's not about the conflict between the old and new ideology.Maybe it' s all about a kind of invisible pressure from the modern society.That is to say， our responsibility is to create new inventions and to improve the society.We are young， so we need to learn a lot of things. The expectation of teachers， the hope of parents and the dream of ourselves can be a kind of motivation， but they can also be a pressure， which make us too tired to enjoy ourselves.

What we need to do is to break loose from the pressure. Nothing can be better if we can turn the pressure into motivation. In the novel The Diary of Maniac， Mr. Lu Xun acted as a madman. He expressed his anger， exposed the darkness of the society and educated us all. I think， sometimes a madman is not so bad as we expected. As a matter of fact， I' d rather be a madman if I could lead a much more meaningful and worthwhile life in that way.

2002年4月8日 星期一 晴

讀完《狂人日記》，有兩個(gè)字久久停留在我的腦海中，不能離去，那便是“吃人”。冷漠的社會(huì)，陰冷的目光，尖利的獠牙，一心吞食人的身體，真恐怖啊!作者生動(dòng)又不失犀利的刻畫了這樣一個(gè)病態(tài)的社會(huì)：吃人的封建禮教橫行，壓迫人們的思想和精神，從而喚起人們?nèi)ザ窢?zhēng)。其實(shí)，在欽佩魯迅先生文筆的同時(shí)，我也感到了一種慶幸，沒有出生在那樣一個(gè)時(shí)代。

事實(shí)上，我讀過諸如此類的文章之后，在感到憤恨以及悲哀和慶幸的同時(shí)，又感到一種責(zé)任，當(dāng)然不是新舊思想斗爭(zhēng)的責(zé)任。在今天這樣的問題不存在了，可同樣有一種無形的東西壓抑著我們。我想是現(xiàn)代社會(huì)的無形壓力吧：就是創(chuàng)造新事物，改造社會(huì)的使命吧!我們現(xiàn)處在是一個(gè)學(xué)習(xí)的年齡，知識(shí)、經(jīng)驗(yàn)、能力都需要學(xué)習(xí)，老師的期望、家長(zhǎng)的希望、自身的心愿，這諸多問題是一種動(dòng)力，也是一種壓力，被壓在下面的我們會(huì)感到疲憊。

我們需要掙脫壓力，“變壓力為動(dòng)力”是一種好方法。在“狂人日記”中魯迅先生扮演著狂人向我們控訴著、聲討著，也教育著我們。果然像我所想的那樣：人“狂”一點(diǎn)無所謂的。其實(shí)，只要生活得有價(jià)值、有意義，那就不妨做一個(gè)狂人吧。